WeLcOmE To My wOrLd +joanne+

stop that!!!!

2010-05-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

To my dearest mom and dad,

can u pls dun quarrel anymore??
i'm so stress..
i need some space!!
pls let me have a peace week to finish my exam
just a week..then after dat u all can continue ur 'speech'!!!!

i'm so sorry for shout at both of u....
i noe dat i'm not a good daughter
hope both of u can understand wad i'm thinking right now~

=please and sorry=

How to get soft, touchable curls

2009-12-05T02:40:00.002-08:00

Nothing says romance like soft, touchable curls. But talk to anyone with curly hair and they’ll tell you how hard it can be to achieve those angelic, delicately loose ringlets that bring to mind starlets from decades gone by. For this, you might need a little help. That’s what we’re here for.

We talked to hair and make-up artist, Annastasia Cucullo to get the scoop on achieving the ultimate in soft, touchable curls. She also breaks it down for those with naturally curly hair, and those who have mostly straight hair that sometimes wants to be curly.

Perfect curls need the right hair product

First things first, to get your curls looking soft and touchable, product is very important. You probably won’t be able to get the look you’re craving without a little assistance from a bottle or tube. Cucullo likes to use Aveda hair products and has had a lot of luck with them. “Aveda’s curling products are amazing because they help to create the curl without a crunchy, stiff look and the curl lasts,” she explains.

So, without further ado, here are the steps you need to take your curls from drab to dazzling. With the right products, it’s actually a pretty simple process.

If you have naturally curly hair:

1. Start by adding Be Curly by Aveda or a similar curl-enhancing product to towel-dried hair.

2. Run your fingers through your hair and finger-curl your hair to the natural movement of your curls.

3. Diffuse your hair until it’s almost dry and then add a curl-defining product, such as Aveda’s Humectant or Control Paste. A product like this will also add a bit of shine to your curls and ensure they stay put. Cucullo advises that a little goes a long way, however, as you don’t want to weigh down your newly soft, touchable curls.

If you have straight hair that wants to be curly:

1. Start by washing your hair and drying it with some a product that will help to give your hair some hold. If your hair isn’t naturally curly and you need to put extra work into creating well-defined curls, you’ll want to make sure all your hard work won’t fall flat before you step out the door.

2. Next, spray your hair with a hairspray that has a very light hold. Choose something that won’t weigh down your strands and make it hard for your hair to hold the curl. Aveda’s Witch Hazel Hair Spray will help to hold the curl but not make your hair crunchy or stiff.

3. Use a curling iron to create the curl shape you want.

4. Hair spray your newly curled head and you should have a soft, touchable loose ringlets that will ideally last all day.

Makeup How-To: Sultry Bedroom Eyes

2009-12-05T02:40:00.001-08:00

If eyes are the windows to the soul, then eyes made up to look sultry and sexy just may be the key to a man’s heart.

Hair and makeup artist, Annastasia Cucullo offers her expertise on achieving sultry bedroom eyes that will make him melt with every blink.

Perfect your canvas

There’s no point trying to dazzle him with your sultry peepers if the rest of your face isn’t flawless and glowing. There’s no need to spend hours piling make-up on, but do make sure that your skin is nice and evened out with the appropriate color foundation, bronzer and concealer under your eyes to neutralize any darker areas.

Choose the right shade

Cucullo explains that bedroom eyes are best achieved with darker tones such as black or brown eye shadow and liner, combined with a lighter tone that contains a bit of sheen to accentuate the brow bone and inner corner of the eye.

Getting started

Go over your whole lid with a dark chocolaty brown or black tone. Ensure the entire lid is covered, but don’t make the layer too thick. Also make sure the shade you are using can be blended easily for a softer look. Next, add some of the dark brown or black on the bottom of the lid and smudge so it’s not a hard line.

Line your eyes

Add a dark brown or black liner (depending on which shade of shadow you chose) on top of the lid starting from the middle of the upper lid very close to the lash line. Smudge that as well to ensure you have a soft, rather than hard line.

Intensify

If your eyes are quite large you can use the black or brown liner on the inside of the top and bottom lid to intensify the eye and help larger eyes appear smaller. “If you lengthen the line at the end of the lid going outwards, it will elongate the eye as well as help create that almond/cat eye shape,” Cucullo says.

Lighten up

Add the lighter tone like ivory or soft beige in the inner corner of the eye and along the brow bone. This will help accentuate those areas and brighten up your eyes. Always finish with lengthening and thickening mascara

How to Apply False Eyelashes

2009-12-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

There’s only so much mascara can do to add length and volume to your lashes. If you really want your eyes to stand out, you can give false eyelashes a try. If applied properly, they can give your look instant drama and make it hard for anyone to avoid your sultry gaze.

Makeup artist Heather Snowie offers her expertise for applying false eyelashes with ease.

1. Practice

First things first, if you’ve never applied false lashes, it’s a good idea to practice a few times with cheaper lashes. If you know you’re going to want to wear false lashes on a big night out next week, pick up a few inexpensive pairs to play around with the week prior so you’ll know exactly what you’re doing on the big night.

2. Measure

Since everyone’s eyelids are slightly different, it’s best to measure false lashes before applying. To do this tilt your chin up and look down your nose in the mirror, but keep your eyes open. Place the lash on your lid to ensure it’s the exact length of your eye lid. When you place the lashes on to measure them, don’t squint your eyes because it could alter the measurement. If the lash is too long, trim it to size. Make your cut where lashes are longest, usually the outer corner of the lash. Use the tip of your scissors to snip.

3. Apply makeup

Snowie suggests putting your makeup on prior to applying the false lashes. If you try and put on makeup once the lashes are on, it could shift them and weaken the glue, she explains.

4. Apply the glue

Squeeze a dab of glue either onto the back of your hand or the lash case. Take a toothpick or the end of an eye shadow brush and dip it into the glue. Run beads of glue along the band of the false lashes, enough to cover the length of the lashes but not coat them with too much glue.
“Practice will help you learn what the right amount of glue should be,” Snowie says.

5. Place lashes

Wait 10 to 20 seconds until the glue just begins to set. At this point the glue will be sticky and ready to hold the lashes. If you attempt to apply the lashes to the glue right away, they will slide around and not stick as well. Move the false lashes as close to your lash line as possible for a natural look. You can use tweezers to do this for added control. Wait with your eyes lowered (not closed) while the glue sets. Once the glue has set clear, you can use black powder to blend.

6. Removal

To remove the lashes, begin at the outer corner and peel off towards the inner corner. You can use makeup remover to help you if you’re having trouble.

There are many brands of false lashes available, but Snowie suggests using those made from natural hair. They will be easier to work with and more comfortable to wear. Now all you have to do is get to work batting your newly lengthened lashes and watch him come running.

10 Sexiest essential oils

2009-12-05T02:33:00.000-08:00

When it comes to choosing an intriguing, sexy scent, we’re trading in traditional perfume for essential oils, which have the power to energize and uplift or sooth and create a sense of calm. While there are many different essential oils, that have many different uses, we wanted to find out which ones made us smell - and feel sexiest.

Ylang Ylang

This is a highly sensual and exotic scent with heady, floral notes. The exotic aspect of Ylang Ylang makes it a sexy choice and one that offers a good balance between feminine and masculine scents. This is a good choice when you’re already feeling frisky but want something to give you even more allure.

Sandalwood

Bringing to mind long walks in the woods, Sandalwood is a relaxing, sensual scent with sweet, woody notes reminiscent of log cabins and sexy, muscular lumberjacks. This scent works well in the fall and winter.

Jasmine

Jasmine has a rich floral scent that brings to mind lush, tropical locales. This is a good scent to bring out in the winter, when romance can cool off. There’s no better way to warm it up than with a sexy, tropical scent. This one made us feel particularly enchanting.

Neroli

The sweet, floral aroma of neroli is both soothing and lingering. It made us feel relaxed, yet ready for anything.

Rose

Rose is a scent we’re all familiar with. As an essential oil it’s luxurious and sweet with intense floral notes. It has soothing properties that helped us relax after a long, stressful day. Rose also made us feel both frisky and feminine.

Mandarin

If you need something to give you a bit of a boost, mandarin’s refreshing, uplifting scent is both delicate and fruity. This one gave us a boost of energy and clarity from the citrus notes.

Clary Sage

Sweet and musky, this essential oil gives off a subtle nutty fragrance that both guys and girls can warm up to. We found the musky aspect of clary sage to be particularly sexy and alluring.

Ginger

There’s nothing like spicy ginger to make you feel sexy. Try this scent if you’re feeling low energy and need a bit of warmth to spice up your mood. We found this one to be a better cool weather scent and really liked how it’s spicy notes lingered.

Lavender

Lavender has long been used for its calming properties. The scent is fresh with a hint of spice and can be used to help relax either you or your partner. If you’re feeling tense after a long day, lavender can help ease anxiety and make room for romance.

appologice

2009-12-05T02:26:00.000-08:00

i'm so sorry~
i'm nt mean to hurt u
i'm really felt sorry to u
dear,
pls forgive me
i should listen to u
dear,
dat day i really nt mean to do like dat
4give me ya

A TEAR ON MY PILLOW

2009-10-26T02:49:00.000-07:00

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

Whispers Of The Night

2009-10-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

Listen To The Winds Soft Cry
Of A Lady Singing Her Lullaby
Whispers Of The Night So Long
Wishing For That Famous Love Song

You Are My Light
When Darkness Falls
You Are My Sight
In My Darkened Halls

Hear The Joy Of An Angel's Glee
When The People Around Her Now See
With Eyes So Clear And Pure
All Now Really Can Be Sure

2009-10-26T02:33:00.001-07:00

2009-10-26T02:26:00.001-07:00

What It Means To Love

2009-10-26T02:17:00.000-07:00

As far as the ocean is wide
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special

a true miracle to me.

As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.

As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love.

vampire's love

2009-10-26T01:59:00.000-07:00

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position There's things you need to hear So turn off your tears and listen Pain throws your heart to the ground Love turns the whole thing around No it won't all go the way it should But I know the heart of life is good You know it's nothing new Bad news never had good timing Then the circle of your friends Will defend the silver lining Pain throws your heart to the ground Love turns the whole thing around No it won't all go the way it should But I know the heart of life is good Pain throws your heart to the ground Love turns the whole thing around Fear is a friend who's misunderstood But I know the heart of life is good. I know it's good. This song was playing in the speakers that were on the walls. It was Stuart voice, as I walk towards my room I couldn’t help but wonder why this was happening to me. There is always a reason for things to happen but I didn’t know why these things would happen to me. I never asked to be a vampire. I never asked to have these powers. I never asked for my life to change like this. I never asked to become prettier. I never asked to see the person who I seem to be falling in love with leave me standing. I want to be with Jace he made me feel so comfortable I don’t care if someone hurts me or blackmail me but sitting in my bed and thinking about this it was making sense to me. I know Jace was trying to save me but if I ask him to be with me I might be putting him in danger too. He will be the one getting hurt if 'they' want to get to me. I don’t even know who ‘they’ are but I have a feeling something big is about to happen. I wish I had someone to talk to but now I seem to feel lonelier than ever. I wanted to go home in my bed with my things. Is not that I didn’t feel this as my house but it was different, way different. I don’t know where time went but when I look at the watch it was about 1 which meant it was time for us to go hunting. I was excited before but now I was just feeling sad and alone. I don’t know why I am even going is not like I will kill something. I got ready and went downstairs everyone was eating but I wasn’t hungry so I just sit on the stairs looking at my face which have change so much since I came here. I was so pale now; my lips were not dark but bright red. My eyes somehow seem to be different color and my hair seems to be dark black and till my waist. I couldn’t help but stare at myself, I look much prettier than I look before my face haven’t change but there was something different about it like some kind of new glow. I touch my face lightly and feel my face cold really cold. I move my hand down and just stare at it for few minutes till someone says my name when I look up I see Evan. ‘Let’s go’ He said holding my hand and pulling me up. I was happy that I didn’t have any blood rush. I was freaked out that I would want to drink blood often but so far I was good with normal food and was hoping that it stays that way. There are times when I hear can feel Evan blood flow in his body but I seem to control it. I seem to be getting good with that. I get up and follow Evan who gives me an evil smile when we get outside. ‘Ready to fly?’ He asks looking at me like something exciting was going to happen. I don’t say anything so he continues. ‘Okay what you have to do is say “I am ready, I want to fly, when I want to stop I will tell”’ I look at him confuse and say what he has told me to say, when I say this I realize that I start lifting into air and before I know it I was flying in the sky. I look beside me and Evan was there he gives me a smile and I smile back. I felt like I was a superhero going to save something. When I look down everything look so small but beautiful. It was a full moon which I didn’t think it would mean anything. Evan look at me and tell me to say ‘I had enough of this flying, I want to stop now, let’s go down’ When I said these words. I start falling down, it wasn’t going down slowly but it was actually falling down. For a minute I felt like I was going to die. I hit the ground on my feet to my surprise. Evan was behind me who laughs ‘Had a great fall?’ I roll my eyes and look around it was a huge forest with trees all around it. I take a deep breath and we start walking. ‘Now what?’ I ask looking at Evan who was looking around like trying to find something. ‘Now we find the others’ He said moving forward.

2009-10-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

izit still possible??

is it possible
to love through the pain
to put all your fears beside you
and step out into the rain..
is it possible
to forgive him for all the things he did
to swallow your pride
just in order to live...
is it possible
to give someone your all
even though that means
you might take the fall...
is it possible
to be strong
at times when you feel so weak
to hide the tears
whenever you speak...
is it possible
for a heart to heal
after its been broken
so many times...
is it possible
to love again
is it even worth the try?

2009-10-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

I Close My Eyes

I close my eyes and see your face,
Anytime or any place.
I'll tell the world that I’m your forever
That's how much I love you.

Holding you, so close to heart,
Insures we'll never be apart.
I close my eyes, and there you are.
I never let you stray too far.

When we're together, we're as one.
Our love's alive, and life is fun.
We've been this way since we first met,
Without a moment of regret

Each of us is the other's pride,
Together forever, side-by-side
Reaching for the rainbow's end,
Two-as-one, we ride the wind.

I close my eyes and see your face,
Any time or any place.
You're here in me alive and real.
That's how much love I feel for you